I decided to put this hatred skin to show ny hate and disgust at the people around me, Master Zhi An, if u are reading this blog, thanks for praying for me, because i am sure all my other friends would not do it for me, but i still hate everything...
Ppl say i am short and fat...is it my fucking fault? Cant u ppl see how much weight i lost, i cannot lose anymore weight, no matter how hard i try...those Giant things hanging out from my legs are called muscles, no matter how much i exercise, they wont go off!! U bloody shit damned idiots, stop calling me fat, even if u think i am fat, i can run faster, longer than u bloody ppl...I run everyday...i still look fat.
I have hatred for everything now, no more happy go lucky Nick Goh, its Nicholas the hater...
i hate God who made me exist, i hate my dad who has such lousy genes, i hate myself for being borned, i hate SJAB becos sir treats me like some dog, i hate everything about maris stella, i hate ppl who call me attention seeking becos that is human nature, i hate girls becos they are irritating, i hate my sisters becos they are bloody bitches, i got so many things i hate now i cannot name them all

Today went to play lan with my usual friends, and hongyi and his friends join in, we got a super nice match long time since i supported my team so well, well, i went back to see if napfa test was going on but we went there got a scolding from suresh, fuck la, at least we got balls to come back right? better den those who pon...