youth day and first day after PoP

Yay, today is freaking youth day, day i can spend to play Dota, but sadly jingwei not around, so not fun to play on bnet alone but i still play, haha:D
Mind games are very important, i learnt that in a few lessons today and a few days a ago.
Chinese chess must play lots of mind games sia, must distract the enemy while u secretly tear them apart bit by bit.
Today, i played DotA, used Armlet of Mordigan again. Fun to get this Bounty Hunter to attack me while i on my armlet to finish him up once and for all, lol
These few days really puzzling for me man. Most of my time during recess is spent in the store. Now i wonder whether i can really meet all of my friends again man. Donno whether we can meet again and eat at the same place during recess.

NCOs to SNCOs?

POP is this sat...I kinda got lots of mixed feelings.
I am felt that time has gone so fast for me. It feels like yesterday i just became the log head, feels like yesterday jingwei and joson tease me about Lydia, feels like yesterday I was planning for Zone Games Day 2007, Feels like yesterday i was made colours escort with Poh wei during ZPN...Time has gone so fast...I am also feeling very remorseful, I did not really treasure my NCO life. I really hope that the time where Jingwei, Joson, Andrew, Kevin, Jeremy and Yi Jing meet together in store during recess can go on forever though...This has got to end though...Very sad...To all 6 of you who had recess with me, i am sorry for me being emo for the certain period of time espcially u, Kevin.
Well, the only thing i can hope for is that all 6 of you can become officers with me.
I wish all 6 of you good luck for O levels

Study Time

I am back to blogging, So many things happened to me, now i really know i gotta study and mug for Os, now only enough DotA to help me master the few heroes i am mastering, Lord of Avernus, Dragon Knight and Skeleton King

To all of u who din know, m birthday is today...feel so sad, no one except some actually remembers... guess that is how unimportant i am...i guess this isnt really a birthday more like a manufactured date: Nicholas Goh Chung Min: Manufactured date: 30th April 1992, Expiry date:?? ???? ????.
Well guess the expiry date wont be long...feel like killing myself so many times, its bad...
Enough EMO talk, i feel so sian and stressed i went back to maple!!! now lvl 20sin in like 5 days? lol
Also got prelim sia...so coolhaha

I hate this world and its creator, ihate everything. Dont worry Kevin, i am being emo again, but i wont act or you will call me attention seeking again. Well, i listened to a sermon this morning and believe this, God did tell me something alright and what he told me is I am a freaking biased God and i love to pick on people like you, Nicholas.
This is enlightened me. It is said in the bible that everyone is gifted with a special gift or talent and how we use it is what gives us success and draw people closer to God. Well, the Biased One up there gave me nothing. I suck at first aid, i suck at drills, i am not creative, i cant sing, i cant play music, i cant draw, i got no chrisma,i got no good physical appearance, i cant run even though i tried to everyday, girls avoid me, i cant fight, i got short fingers, i suck at IT,
i am short and many more
my studies suck, people treat me like a dog and many more. This give me feeling of hatred all over my head. I have enough of this world.i hate everything now...becos i suck at everything, u name it,i suck at it...that is a fact, there is no balance, I am the chosen one...the one who gets no gifts...

Thank you Ivan for bringing me to your church, its quite fun, I am sure marcus enjoyed it too, thank you=) even though now i have turned back to christ, i still want to remain the death knight, i love being like Arthas!!! he is so cool, sits on a horse that is make out of bones and holds this Giant sword with inscriptions on it!! and his long white hair so cool!!!
had a nice game of dota today and my cousin sucks at loa...totally!! shit!! I cannot take it, the sight of him playing makes me wanna leave straight...he only shields himself, added death coil at lvl 17 and den say its a totally useless skill, fuck u Zach, how many times do i need to tell you!! LoA is a freaking support tank!!! dont buy MoM for him like that guide shows you...Borrowed time + MoM combo has lots of loopholes!!! give up on you le, don want teach u liao...

Yesterday, i cleaned up store and found this giant mass of rotten shit in the box...omg, its total shit man...fuck... i threw it out, the flies in store all followed it, i spray insecticide like mad cock. sorry frens for the disgusting smell... ZZZ the rotten shit is from the comp training camp one lors...zzz the officers like a bit too much leh...go put the apple at the bottom of the pots and pans, den all squashed up den all rotten, yuck!!! I get fed up i send email to all officers lol, fellow NCOs i think u all got the email right, i think i too rude, some officers scold me liao haha...den i apologise den Aiden sir said i got a lot of passion!! lol well, this shows that i must not slack, i must chiong, maybe i will get my staff sergeant rank!! yay!!
Anyways, Sorry to all of you my fellow NCOs, esspecially Kevin, for me being very emo this few days, becos of this dispute being solved, i will not be emo liao...But PLEASE DO NOT PLAY CARDS, PSP IN STORE OR I WILL KILL YOU!!!