friend /frɛnd/ –noun
a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.

Well, everyone has friends, However they should have 2 types of friends, the first type being the true type, the other being the sucker type, i shall refer to those of sucker type as "friends"
Firstly, let me tell you about my true friends, they are friends who treat me well no matter whether i am nasty to them or when i am good to them, these friends are good, they will never land you into trouble and will support you in the best way they can when you get into some serious shit, they are also the ones that listen to you when u need to voice out your inner feelings and will not accuse u of being attention seeking when u are already pissed off. they will also never spread gossip about u and spread what they tell u is secret. Unfortunately, I only got very few of these friends, they include Ivan, Jerots, Zhi An, Brian, Marcus Teo and Jackson. Thank You guys for being such great friends of mine, I wil never forget the way you guys treat me when i get into serious shitty trouble. For Brian and Marcus, I really thank you for playing dota with me all this time and Brian, from the way we work as a team when we play, i really sense true friendship and self sacrifice from u, i hope our teamwork will get us to get greater results in tounament

Secondly, About these "Friends", I call them suckers becos they really suck up to you! they leech those benefits out from you and when u are left with nothing to suck they laugh sadistically at seeing you being such a loser. when u voice to them your inner feelings, they call u attention seekers or pretend to listen and den pity u and inside their hearts they are just w8ing for the day to be over, waiting to backstab u in the best possible way they can. 95% of my friends are like that, becos of that i am really hurt, this is the human nature, My hatred for it is growing, i am feeling hatred towards all of the "friends". To all these "friends" of mine, you know who you are, thanks for sucking me off den pissing me in the darkness...i dont blame u, its your nature which i hate, if u wanna suck more, make it quick and end this misery

Flag day yesterday damn good sia...first time my tin so heavy hahas...
Morning went with Jingwei to AMK Ave 10 market, there the ah ma all so generous...even though they give little money, most of them still give hahas...and jingwei's tin got so heavy, why? becos he camp beside the Veg store, the ppl buy veg, got change, den dumb into his tin...lol smart guy sia...oops, not guy, Jingwei is a chipmunk, hahas. den, all of a sudden, Joson and Yi Jing call me go back home take store key for sir to have meeting...Fuck sia, what is this man? Treat me like Dog like that, Want your key den say one day in advance la!! I NOT DOG LEH COCK...TREAT ME LIKE ONE, DO ALL THIS SHIT AT LEAST PROMOTE ME TO SERGEANT LA!! STILL PUT ME AS SHIT COPORAL!! FUCK LA!! But after i went home take key, i went to a secret place to fill my tin, Bishan Market, There only got a few Zhonghua noobs, i go there solo ks them haha,den Aiden Sir call me go J8 give him key...give liao den go J8...J8 too many Cats so we go thomsom plaza lor, hahas..those wuloo place nobody go de so no competition...hahas now u know why i can fill 2 tins??? ahaha
Den i heard from Aiden sir Jia Cai Sir threw my pants and file out, SHIT THEM, THEY EXPECT ME BRING HOME SO MANY FUCKING TINS AND THEN THROW THE THINGS I LEFT BEHIND OUT?? WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?? NOW I AM CONSIDERING WHETHER TO BE SIR OR NOT, i think better not, i would rather go play dota with my friends in LAN shop, AT least they are nicer ppl

Well, i have not much to write about except, some emo stuff...
I feel like a total loser today, the promotion parade only promote some of us to corporal and staff sergeant, means i wasted my bloody time standing down with the sun staring down on us for the whole bloody 1 hour, holy shit...Only Jingwei, Yi Jing and Joson became SSGT, the rest of us stayed as corporal and sergeant, now my rank has become the same as the whole sec3 squad, i feel like a total loser, Thank You Jeremy for comforting me, however u will not understand, u are still one rank higher, ok...enuff emo shit, just got to work harder for my last few months in SJAB...
Pohwei today was freaking irritating, talking about d.grayman halfway den all of a sudden say what i know u like chen chen la; go kiss your simin la; go find your lydia la; to andrew, kevin and me. so 3 of us got pissed off, we decided to tell the whole zone that Pohwei likes mindy, especially those from kranji and holy innocents, mauahahah, kevin has already told chen chen and he says by now mindy should know!! muahahahahah

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I am a loser, i suck in school, i suck in life, no one even probably cares if i am being smacked on my head, no one probably cares if i puke after you punch me on my abdomen, Thank you Great Lord, for making me so fat, Thank you Lord for making me look so big, Thank you Lord for making me such a big fat loser, why torment me even more Lord? I have been such a loser all these years, let me even get what i want even once...If not just strike me down, the world would do better without losers like me...
PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY!!!! PUT OUT OF MY MISERY!!! PUT ME OUT OF MY!!! PUT ME OUT OF MY!!! PUT ME OUT OF MY FUCKING MISERY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, a lot of stuff happened this few days, Got a new phone!! Yay my new shakephone is so cool!!!! Shake next song, shake last song, shake encore hahas....Also, today went with Ivan to Wisma to get psp fixed...he is quite useful there, he warned me about what they were gonna do to my psp, i think i don repair there liaos...Hadrian also asked me what to buy for Medusa the Gorgon, well Hadrian i am researching now, so don worry, pls be patient and gimme some time a guide would be up soon=)

I personally created a dota guide blog, please, if you want me to cr8a dota guide for you, please request it, i will be happy to help

be sorted @ nimbo.net
i got gryfindor yay!!

I feel SO EVIL TODAY!!!!BUT I LIKE THAT FEELING!!!
I feel like killing someone and drink his blood!!!! BUT I LIKE TAT FEELING
I FEEL LIKE TAKING OUT YOUR HEART AND SQUEEZE IT SO TIGHT IT BURST!!!! bUT I LIKE THAT FEELING
I FEEL LIKE KILLING MY DOG AND USE HIS INTESTINES AS ROPE AND GIVE IT TO ZHAN HUI SIR AS LOGISTICS NEEDED FOR CORP CAMP!!!BUT I LIKE THAT FEELING!!!
MOST OF ALL I FEEL LIKE TAKING MY PAUZEFAUST 3 TO SHOOT DOWN ALL NOOBISH ASSHOLES ON BNET AND I FUCKING LOVE THAT FEELING AS MUCH AS I LOVE TO KILL