paladin

youth day and first day after PoP

2008-07-07T06:05:00.000-07:00

Yay, today is freaking youth day, day i can spend to play Dota, but sadly jingwei not around, so not fun to play on bnet alone but i still play, haha:D
Mind games are very important, i learnt that in a few lessons today and a few days a ago.
Chinese chess must play lots of mind games sia, must distract the enemy while u secretly tear them apart bit by bit.
Today, i played DotA, used Armlet of Mordigan again. Fun to get this Bounty Hunter to attack me while i on my armlet to finish him up once and for all, lol
These few days really puzzling for me man. Most of my time during recess is spent in the store. Now i wonder whether i can really meet all of my friends again man. Donno whether we can meet again and eat at the same place during recess.

NCOs to SNCOs?

2008-07-03T08:03:00.000-07:00

POP is this sat...I kinda got lots of mixed feelings.
I am felt that time has gone so fast for me. It feels like yesterday i just became the log head, feels like yesterday jingwei and joson tease me about Lydia, feels like yesterday I was planning for Zone Games Day 2007, Feels like yesterday i was made colours escort with Poh wei during ZPN...Time has gone so fast...I am also feeling very remorseful, I did not really treasure my NCO life. I really hope that the time where Jingwei, Joson, Andrew, Kevin, Jeremy and Yi Jing meet together in store during recess can go on forever though...This has got to end though...Very sad...To all 6 of you who had recess with me, i am sorry for me being emo for the certain period of time espcially u, Kevin.
Well, the only thing i can hope for is that all 6 of you can become officers with me.
I wish all 6 of you good luck for O levels

Study Time

2008-06-22T07:14:00.000-07:00

I am back to blogging, So many things happened to me, now i really know i gotta study and mug for Os, now only enough DotA to help me master the few heroes i am mastering, Lord of Avernus, Dragon Knight and Skeleton King

2008-04-30T08:01:00.000-07:00

To all of u who din know, m birthday is today...feel so sad, no one except some actually remembers... guess that is how unimportant i am...i guess this isnt really a birthday more like a manufactured date: Nicholas Goh Chung Min: Manufactured date: 30th April 1992, Expiry date:?? ???? ????.
Well guess the expiry date wont be long...feel like killing myself so many times, its bad...
Enough EMO talk, i feel so sian and stressed i went back to maple!!! now lvl 20sin in like 5 days? lol
Also got prelim sia...so coolhaha

2008-04-22T07:44:00.000-07:00

I hate this world and its creator, ihate everything. Dont worry Kevin, i am being emo again, but i wont act or you will call me attention seeking again. Well, i listened to a sermon this morning and believe this, God did tell me something alright and what he told me is I am a freaking biased God and i love to pick on people like you, Nicholas.
This is enlightened me. It is said in the bible that everyone is gifted with a special gift or talent and how we use it is what gives us success and draw people closer to God. Well, the Biased One up there gave me nothing. I suck at first aid, i suck at drills, i am not creative, i cant sing, i cant play music, i cant draw, i got no chrisma,i got no good physical appearance, i cant run even though i tried to everyday, girls avoid me, i cant fight, i got short fingers, i suck at IT,
i am short and many more
my studies suck, people treat me like a dog and many more. This give me feeling of hatred all over my head. I have enough of this world.i hate everything now...becos i suck at everything, u name it,i suck at it...that is a fact, there is no balance, I am the chosen one...the one who gets no gifts...

2008-04-06T09:14:00.000-07:00

Thank you Ivan for bringing me to your church, its quite fun, I am sure marcus enjoyed it too, thank you=) even though now i have turned back to christ, i still want to remain the death knight, i love being like Arthas!!! he is so cool, sits on a horse that is make out of bones and holds this Giant sword with inscriptions on it!! and his long white hair so cool!!!
had a nice game of dota today and my cousin sucks at loa...totally!! shit!! I cannot take it, the sight of him playing makes me wanna leave straight...he only shields himself, added death coil at lvl 17 and den say its a totally useless skill, fuck u Zach, how many times do i need to tell you!! LoA is a freaking support tank!!! dont buy MoM for him like that guide shows you...Borrowed time + MoM combo has lots of loopholes!!! give up on you le, don want teach u liao...

2008-04-03T10:15:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, i cleaned up store and found this giant mass of rotten shit in the box...omg, its total shit man...fuck... i threw it out, the flies in store all followed it, i spray insecticide like mad cock. sorry frens for the disgusting smell... ZZZ the rotten shit is from the comp training camp one lors...zzz the officers like a bit too much leh...go put the apple at the bottom of the pots and pans, den all squashed up den all rotten, yuck!!! I get fed up i send email to all officers lol, fellow NCOs i think u all got the email right, i think i too rude, some officers scold me liao haha...den i apologise den Aiden sir said i got a lot of passion!! lol well, this shows that i must not slack, i must chiong, maybe i will get my staff sergeant rank!! yay!!
Anyways, Sorry to all of you my fellow NCOs, esspecially Kevin, for me being very emo this few days, becos of this dispute being solved, i will not be emo liao...But PLEASE DO NOT PLAY CARDS, PSP IN STORE OR I WILL KILL YOU!!!

2008-04-02T08:07:00.000-07:00

Today scored about 6 marks for Amath test...ok, its reverse time...i shall concentrate on Os now, one game of dota per day, whether lose or win i dont care, i must maintain my skill lvl of using LoA...I gonna be a professional gamer one day...
For some reason, Suresh did not tell DK abt me and my friends going late to serrangoon stadium...Marcus becoming very scared abt the incident, well, poor emo kia...what is there to scared?? the most ICAN only ma...haiz Suresh threaten until like that...poor dude
However, i feel extremely happy today!! Melvin Low, a guy from Hongyi's class says i am the most pro among those who went to play lan yesterday!! Have my LoA usage gone to the next lvl??? I donno, i just ZZZ PWNZ ZZZZ HAHAHAHHAHA
However, i still feel hatred, but not as much, i don hate my parents anymore, they worked so hard just for me, i shall not be like those rich bastards spending everything on their electronic devices, now all i need now is only my PC to play Dota and my books to study, no other stuff like PSPs and all that...
For some reason...store rules have been abolished for some reason!! Yahoo!! becos everyone is thinking that if officers come down all of a sudden and the storeman, which is me, is in the store THEY FUCKING DONT GET A SHIT!!! Now, for some nice reason, ppl can eat in store, play poker cards in store and even PSP!! now its like a Gambling Den!! Welcome to SJAB Gambling Den!! yahooo!!!
Well, about the eating part, hehe, i remembering when some chairman ate something in store, the one who did about 80 pumpings at one shot was the storeman!! YAHOO!!! i love it...Also, i heard from Wei Ren that for every store rule broken, the person who break it does 20 push ups and not only that!! if sir sees it, the storeman gets twice the amount the person gets!! hahahahahahahahahahha Yahoo!!! So lets calculate, hmm, First store rule broken: eating in store, punishment, 40 pumpings, store man gets? 80 pumpings!!! YAY!!!
second punishment: Breaking school rules: playing poker cards in public, punishment: 60 pumpings for breaking 2 school rules at once: Storeman gets 120 pumpings!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
3rd punishment: breaking school rules: PSP being brought to store and left there till afternoon, punishment: 40 pumpings and another 80 pumpings to storeman!! so altogether, lets calculate: how much does the store man get: 80+120+80= 280 pumpings!!!! I love it!! my arms will break, brain will faint, for what? i don eat in store, bring and play PSP in store and play cards anymore!! hahaahha...now for those ppl who don understand and think they are used to being treated like a dog, why the shit do i get this extra 280? now u know why am i so pissed off? I hate all of u SJAB...NCO promotion is also about conduct, so the 3 staff sergeants became staff sergeants and play cards in store while the lowly coporal storeman who does not break any store rules does not get to be promoted!! yay!!!well u love it dont u? Me being your little little dog, geting all this shit, while u guys become higher...u follow the concept the dog is forever a dog right? hahaha!!! I find the 2 ppl not out to get me that has higher rank than me are Jerots and Ivan...thank u both esspecially Ivan for comforting me...u are a great guy, i wish to work with u some day

2008-04-01T08:04:00.000-07:00

I decided to put this hatred skin to show ny hate and disgust at the people around me, Master Zhi An, if u are reading this blog, thanks for praying for me, because i am sure all my other friends would not do it for me, but i still hate everything...
Ppl say i am short and fat...is it my fucking fault? Cant u ppl see how much weight i lost, i cannot lose anymore weight, no matter how hard i try...those Giant things hanging out from my legs are called muscles, no matter how much i exercise, they wont go off!! U bloody shit damned idiots, stop calling me fat, even if u think i am fat, i can run faster, longer than u bloody ppl...I run everyday...i still look fat.
I have hatred for everything now, no more happy go lucky Nick Goh, its Nicholas the hater...
i hate God who made me exist, i hate my dad who has such lousy genes, i hate myself for being borned, i hate SJAB becos sir treats me like some dog, i hate everything about maris stella, i hate ppl who call me attention seeking becos that is human nature, i hate girls becos they are irritating, i hate my sisters becos they are bloody bitches, i got so many things i hate now i cannot name them all

Today went to play lan with my usual friends, and hongyi and his friends join in, we got a super nice match long time since i supported my team so well, well, i went back to see if napfa test was going on but we went there got a scolding from suresh, fuck la, at least we got balls to come back right? better den those who pon...

2008-03-30T07:22:00.000-07:00

friend /frɛnd/ –noun
a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.

Well, everyone has friends, However they should have 2 types of friends, the first type being the true type, the other being the sucker type, i shall refer to those of sucker type as "friends"
Firstly, let me tell you about my true friends, they are friends who treat me well no matter whether i am nasty to them or when i am good to them, these friends are good, they will never land you into trouble and will support you in the best way they can when you get into some serious shit, they are also the ones that listen to you when u need to voice out your inner feelings and will not accuse u of being attention seeking when u are already pissed off. they will also never spread gossip about u and spread what they tell u is secret. Unfortunately, I only got very few of these friends, they include Ivan, Jerots, Zhi An, Brian, Marcus Teo and Jackson. Thank You guys for being such great friends of mine, I wil never forget the way you guys treat me when i get into serious shitty trouble. For Brian and Marcus, I really thank you for playing dota with me all this time and Brian, from the way we work as a team when we play, i really sense true friendship and self sacrifice from u, i hope our teamwork will get us to get greater results in tounament

Secondly, About these "Friends", I call them suckers becos they really suck up to you! they leech those benefits out from you and when u are left with nothing to suck they laugh sadistically at seeing you being such a loser. when u voice to them your inner feelings, they call u attention seekers or pretend to listen and den pity u and inside their hearts they are just w8ing for the day to be over, waiting to backstab u in the best possible way they can. 95% of my friends are like that, becos of that i am really hurt, this is the human nature, My hatred for it is growing, i am feeling hatred towards all of the "friends". To all these "friends" of mine, you know who you are, thanks for sucking me off den pissing me in the darkness...i dont blame u, its your nature which i hate, if u wanna suck more, make it quick and end this misery

2008-03-29T19:16:00.000-07:00

Flag day yesterday damn good sia...first time my tin so heavy hahas...
Morning went with Jingwei to AMK Ave 10 market, there the ah ma all so generous...even though they give little money, most of them still give hahas...and jingwei's tin got so heavy, why? becos he camp beside the Veg store, the ppl buy veg, got change, den dumb into his tin...lol smart guy sia...oops, not guy, Jingwei is a chipmunk, hahas. den, all of a sudden, Joson and Yi Jing call me go back home take store key for sir to have meeting...Fuck sia, what is this man? Treat me like Dog like that, Want your key den say one day in advance la!! I NOT DOG LEH COCK...TREAT ME LIKE ONE, DO ALL THIS SHIT AT LEAST PROMOTE ME TO SERGEANT LA!! STILL PUT ME AS SHIT COPORAL!! FUCK LA!! But after i went home take key, i went to a secret place to fill my tin, Bishan Market, There only got a few Zhonghua noobs, i go there solo ks them haha,den Aiden Sir call me go J8 give him key...give liao den go J8...J8 too many Cats so we go thomsom plaza lor, hahas..those wuloo place nobody go de so no competition...hahas now u know why i can fill 2 tins??? ahaha
Den i heard from Aiden sir Jia Cai Sir threw my pants and file out, SHIT THEM, THEY EXPECT ME BRING HOME SO MANY FUCKING TINS AND THEN THROW THE THINGS I LEFT BEHIND OUT?? WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?? NOW I AM CONSIDERING WHETHER TO BE SIR OR NOT, i think better not, i would rather go play dota with my friends in LAN shop, AT least they are nicer ppl

2008-03-22T09:44:00.000-07:00

Well, i have not much to write about except, some emo stuff...
I feel like a total loser today, the promotion parade only promote some of us to corporal and staff sergeant, means i wasted my bloody time standing down with the sun staring down on us for the whole bloody 1 hour, holy shit...Only Jingwei, Yi Jing and Joson became SSGT, the rest of us stayed as corporal and sergeant, now my rank has become the same as the whole sec3 squad, i feel like a total loser, Thank You Jeremy for comforting me, however u will not understand, u are still one rank higher, ok...enuff emo shit, just got to work harder for my last few months in SJAB...
Pohwei today was freaking irritating, talking about d.grayman halfway den all of a sudden say what i know u like chen chen la; go kiss your simin la; go find your lydia la; to andrew, kevin and me. so 3 of us got pissed off, we decided to tell the whole zone that Pohwei likes mindy, especially those from kranji and holy innocents, mauahahah, kevin has already told chen chen and he says by now mindy should know!! muahahahahah

2008-03-21T09:56:00.000-07:00

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2008-03-21T09:44:00.001-07:00

I am a loser, i suck in school, i suck in life, no one even probably cares if i am being smacked on my head, no one probably cares if i puke after you punch me on my abdomen, Thank you Great Lord, for making me so fat, Thank you Lord for making me look so big, Thank you Lord for making me such a big fat loser, why torment me even more Lord? I have been such a loser all these years, let me even get what i want even once...If not just strike me down, the world would do better without losers like me...
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2008-03-19T04:05:00.000-07:00

Well, a lot of stuff happened this few days, Got a new phone!! Yay my new shakephone is so cool!!!! Shake next song, shake last song, shake encore hahas....Also, today went with Ivan to Wisma to get psp fixed...he is quite useful there, he warned me about what they were gonna do to my psp, i think i don repair there liaos...Hadrian also asked me what to buy for Medusa the Gorgon, well Hadrian i am researching now, so don worry, pls be patient and gimme some time a guide would be up soon=)

2008-03-12T06:32:00.000-07:00

I personally created a dota guide blog, please, if you want me to cr8a dota guide for you, please request it, i will be happy to help

2008-03-09T08:06:00.000-07:00

be sorted @ nimbo.net
i got gryfindor yay!!

2008-03-03T01:21:00.001-08:00

I feel SO EVIL TODAY!!!!BUT I LIKE THAT FEELING!!!
I feel like killing someone and drink his blood!!!! BUT I LIKE TAT FEELING
I FEEL LIKE TAKING OUT YOUR HEART AND SQUEEZE IT SO TIGHT IT BURST!!!! bUT I LIKE THAT FEELING
I FEEL LIKE KILLING MY DOG AND USE HIS INTESTINES AS ROPE AND GIVE IT TO ZHAN HUI SIR AS LOGISTICS NEEDED FOR CORP CAMP!!!BUT I LIKE THAT FEELING!!!
MOST OF ALL I FEEL LIKE TAKING MY PAUZEFAUST 3 TO SHOOT DOWN ALL NOOBISH ASSHOLES ON BNET AND I FUCKING LOVE THAT FEELING AS MUCH AS I LOVE TO KILL

2008-02-28T07:06:00.000-08:00

LOL today had great time at suntec, firstly ivan and i saw some old friends, ivan saw some girl name shi hui i think from his platoon and i saw Ting Xing. Gan Eng Seng went there too and for their case the whole cohort, why didn i saw Lydia =X
After looking at the jobs i decided to become a police warden and i discovered policemen played dota too! hahas so funny....i was asking the policeman wat is the hook on his uniform for den he said to hook prisoners, i was ok....den my dota spirit comes in i said:" meat hook arh?" den he said," yea, u noe pudge the meat hook?like tat la we got sleep bombs in the suit so we can easily 'rot' them ma"
I was like lol!
After the event, Brian, melvin, billy, marcus, shawn, ivan and some ppl from 4K i think went to play lan! hehes...
The game was fun first game me, brian, ivan and marcus same team so we made them leave by the 20th min, well, they were obviously noobs, next game, Brian, the person that i am best at supporting and best at supporting each other got to the other team...poor Brian, but my team still won leaving Brian sad...
The game was fun though, i was playing vengeful hehes den i keep asking marcus( templar Assasin) ," what u wan eat?" he was like how about some erm Enchantress? den i swap and we would kill that bitch together(sorry for insulting u hongyi, but the way u use enchantress really really SUCK)So my team kept eating and pudge was SUPER FAT AND GOT HOLY SHIT...well...blame melvin for choosing ap, losers in other team...

2008-02-26T18:51:00.000-08:00

ZZZ..this morning woke up with a feeling in my head as if there is shit inside....i didn go school today, hahas 1 more day to study for Amath test...and obviously...ENUFF TIME TO PLAY DEFENCE OF THE ANCIENTS=D
Well, My poor little dog Sparky is so emo...i realised when my parents go out to work and no one is at home, he will always stay at the door waiting for us to come home, poor little puppy...today since i am at home i cant only play dota and study math, i must play with him as well!! I already thought him how to stand and sit, but i dunno how to teach him hand movements =(
But he is still a little pup, 7 months old, 3 to 4 years for a human...but he has learnt how to poop in the correct place too...
Here are some photos...

Hi!

EMO!

STAND!!

2008-02-21T03:09:00.000-08:00

Shit man...bnet is full of feeders and noobs...feel like quiting bnet and onli play lan...this is really bad...someone pls comfort me...=(....the noobs are so retarded onli want the kills for themselves...what happen to all the pro mortreds and akasha i met...why are they gone?
How i wish Brian would stop playing invoker...and marcus to play more often...i really miss playing with marcus, Well, Brian is not that bad...
Zhi An...when will you play with me...i feel like a loser everytime i play on bnet.
To all pro leavers, i understand your feelings...those noobs feed feed feed....

2008-02-18T01:11:00.000-08:00

Lol, marcus broke his promise...he didn play dota once a week!!! screw u marcus!!!but Thank you, now i got more morale to play dota...poor marcus also got his handphone confiscated by DK, not Daryl Ku, Denis Koh...poor guy, broke his promise and got his handphone confiscated...is this retribution?
Master Zhi An, oops! i mean Newb Zhi An decided to teach me, his cute little baby bro how to play Rexxar!!! YAY!!!(i am not suppose to call him master becos he is afraid no more noobs will come and get pawned by him if everyone knows he is that good)
I Arm wrestled with Kuan Yu today, wtf...stayed at same position for more than 5 mins!!! WTF He is so strong!!!Oh God, when will I be as strong as him......I have already beaten most of the strong guys who arm wrestled in class...defeated Miron, PohWei(he isn exactly that strong), Ray, Brian, Melvin, Sometimes tie with Daryl and Marcus and the only 2 ppl i cant beat is Ngai tong and Kuan Yu!!! omg, where did they get all this strength??!!!
well my strength growth is 2.7 every lvl, quite decent but lose to stronger tanking heros likeRoot...lol!!! Why i am i comparing myself with my favourite Hero!?lol cant seem to get dota of my head...
Lol, Yuan Feng never come today...RME free period!! HAHAs..but i feel kinda sian, so i played Chinese chess with daryl, zzz i won 1 out of 4 matches...guess i really suck now....

2008-02-10T00:39:00.000-08:00

CNY...last day of the long weekend and tmr i got Learning Journey!!! so cool right?!Hopefully i can bring my handphone there lol...
OMG...I gain like 1.5kg in just a few days!! arrr!!! Must Run more le -.-
I sense a bad omen going to happen to me this year...on the first day of chinese new year...my mom discovered her jewellery missing. she suspected my maid took it away...
My maid then was at my uncles house helping with cooking. After we visited my uncle,we took her to the police station and guess what, she was the one who did it...That Bitch let into my flat some stranger who picked the lock and took away my mom's gold chain!!She is now being retained at a police station now...Hopefully that bitch will get sent to jail. But the thing is...why must this thing happen on the new year?It can only mean a sign of bad luck...maybe i am going to suck at Os...i just donno

2008-02-05T04:23:00.000-08:00

Today the VP came to our class...ok he is a good man, he explained why we cant bring handphones to school and all that...kinda sian of all this shit...we Marists complained so fucking much and they can just sit there and explain to us stupid reasons why we are not allowed to bring handphones...the funny thing is every teacher in charge of dicipline got different reasons why we cant bring our phones but the reasons are all equally stupid....E.g Bro. Anthony say that there are poor students in the school, DK say ppl will steal while ppl are already stealing..., now this new VP Stephen say that if we keep relying on our phones we will be a slave to technology...so many types of fucking stupid reasons i really feel like slaping their fuckface...sheesh!! Luckily this is my last year...if not i am gonna kill brother Anthony with my Frostmourne( omg!! this is driving me nuts, why am i imagining i got a legendary frozen sword!! arr!!)
Lol, talked to Ivan in Nerd accent, lol!! his reaction so retarded!! omg!!!cant stop laughing
today played a game of dota...one of the best games i have ever had...i really hope all games in bnet are like that, such a rare game no one leaves at all. the mid game chiong mid part was the best!!! The teams were so evenly matched that everyone died...well almost...I am the last person surviving!!! but no one called me an inconsiderate bastard. why? i tanked for them and they manage to kill almost everyone...why they died in the end was becos crystal maiden and luna of the other team on their ultis together!!! making our life red while there was a pudge on myself roting the CM to deathwhile i went for luna...i killed luna, pudge died cos of frostbite and i was the onli one surviving...well where did the other 3 members of our team go? they all died...Tormented Soul on my side wiped out the Bouty hunter which was trying to chase him and i shielded him of course, but he died in the end cause of RK, while that dumb RK after geting the kill, was killed by my friend tidewalker and tidewalker got killed by eclipse, the others which i forgot who they are all died by eclipse and pulse nova.

2008-02-03T03:38:00.000-08:00

Lich is Gay....Lich is Gay....Lich is Gay....
Omg, i cannot stop myself from saying it....i doubled kill 3 times in a row with lich!!! best thing is....i got them b4 i was lvl 10...wif chain frost...Lich is GAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-02-02T06:13:00.000-08:00

Today's PD was sian sian sian and total sian...however it isn that sian thanks to Peggy,
Peggy, thanks for letting me sms you!!
However because of using of phone during PD...i owed andrew 600 pumpings...but so what??? 600 is only doing 60 pumpings for 10 days and 60 is how much i can do at one shot...
After PD went to watch movie with Zhan Hui Sir, Glenn, Kevin and Jerots, We watched 27 dresses......
At the beginning i fel asleep, but it was funny in the end....but the point is...we all know what will happen in the end....Jane will marrry Kevin....Stupid love movies are so freaking predictable...
Today's game on bnet... i used LoA...my favourite hero, and own!!!!!it was total pwnage!!!

2008-01-30T02:44:00.000-08:00

Finally got time to blog,....Stupid Os...why must British do this to us??!!!
Recently, i improved in playing Lich yay!!! Chain Frost here, Nova there, Frost Armour Everywhere!!!
Bnet still has its usual amount of leavers, which is...A HELL LOT...making dota playing so unfun...
However, God has let a new member enter my family, my new shihze pup, Sparky...
I realised something about the new sec1s in my school today, they are either too small or too fat... lol, Singapore is having more and more obese ppl, glad i am out of the obesity group.
Ivan finally gotten his hands on a 1.21 dota disc!!! but he has to let go of it quickly or it will decay!! lol Pudge has rot
Well i have completed about 45 games with LoA but sadly ZhiAn is geting bored, so no more dota team T.T

2007-12-14T06:42:00.000-08:00

Lol...haven been blogging..
Finally, I am free from torture...i can enjoy my holidays!!!!no more stupid 40th anniversary...no more rehearsal for ZPN...now i can sit down and play my dota w/o worrying about going to be late for going rehearsal or BBQ anymore!!!
But the part about that makes it suck even more, is tat holidays are almost ending!!
However, i am gonna be part of a Dota team...my trainer cum bro, zhi an told me to train Lord of Avernus, my favourite hero...i am gonna become the team carrier, yay...but his build veri weird, it is for skilled people who can last hit well...so he told me to play LoA for 100 games wif his build, and i am improving!!!His Radiance build is the best!!!
Today, i even played wif staff elliot,
These are the heroes in our team
Razor(staff Elliot) Lord of Avernus(ME)
Crystal Maiden Ogre Magi(stupid f***ing leaver)
Chaos Knight VS Witch Doctor(retarded feeder)
Anti mage Sniper
Shadow Priest Venomancer

Look at the teams...guess who lost...my team....This make me hate feeders with Altitude problem and leavers....if u are a Leaver and is looking at this blog now...Fuck YOU and i mean it

2007-12-05T07:53:00.000-08:00

You are Uchiha Itachi!
Take this quiz!

Lol...i did naruto quiz and gotten ITACHI!!!!!
I cant believe i am evil!!!!

2007-11-22T06:16:00.000-08:00

zzz...i can onli play dota at night from now on....sorry jingwei and everyone who plays dota wif me...
BUT HOWEVER...i am still pro at loa...no matter how many heros i use...i cant forget the power of the Lord of Avernus...and now with the new gaunlets that grants unholy strenght, and the overpowered Power threads, LoA and the other DPS heros have become extremely powerful...i can now make my powerful LoA build...i cant post it here cos u got to pay me for copyright infringement...
Jerots using Balanaar like mad liao...Everyone is terrified...NightStalker....sp fast and scary at night....
Jingwei reusing the doctor...and his omniknight improved!!!finally...after seeing my replay...
Kevin getting pro wif lich and he is a freaking terrorist....stupid techies bomb here mine there so gay....
Hopefully all of them will become powerful enuff to face the SNCOs...

2007-11-12T06:29:00.000-08:00

i am finally back...reason why i did not touch this blog so long is becos of my dad...he banned me from com....which sucks....but i found my own way finally,
Few days ago, I lost an assistant....Jerots....why did they take u away,now my dept onli got hong yi and ding zhi and ding zhi is not regular at all!!! This sucks!!! why did sir have to take him away...
Today played dota together wif squadmates...4v4close match...jing wei(meepo), hadrian( obviously Anti Mage), jeremy(techies), kevin(Medusa) VS me(priestess of the moon), yijing(sniper),joson(luna) and ivan(panda)
we lost the game even though there is a feeder in the other team...cos the meepo is strong, jingwei is ghey....ivan has improved..not so noob le, i am so happy for him...but dunno why hadrian used AM when there is not even a bleedy int hero in my team!!!screw u hadrian

2007-10-11T08:57:00.000-07:00

for some reason, the dota music have been erased... i feel so sad...it sounds so cool=(...i have replace the background music with fate/stay night's second opening
lately i have been watching(well, actually finished) this 24 episode anime fate/stay night. such a good anime...i missed it a lot, why did they make it so short... and such a heart-breaking ending...i feel so sad and touched...well sooner my blogskin is gonna be about it...i will do it sooner today...now i gtg sleep...tmr got school...i hate schoool....
And i cant play maple!!! i am so sorry mono jie jie i downloaded maple again but cannot install...pls jia qing gimme ur hard disk...i miss my jie!!!

2007-10-11T08:18:00.000-07:00

well...everyone has been asking why i keep using loa loa and onli loa for most games...well i will tell u...
Reasons why i love this hero...
1) cannot get killed unless it is ganged
2) veri supportive...
2i) with aphotic shield i have saved int heros from death
2ii) frostmorne boosts attack speed everyone attacking the same team very supportive
3) EXTREMELY LOW MANA NUKE( death coil 75 mana for the whole freaking game dammit!!)
4) early game harrasser
5) the ulti is simply PLAIN GAY...saved me from Freezing field, Eclipse, and those pain pain nukerswhen they on their ulti i simply press B den they wtf.....den i laugh my ass off at their wtf expressions

However this hero have bad points too :(
1) borrowed time does not give immunity to spell status...it simply makes my hp don drop after i activate it...so i will be affected by hax( my greatest weakness XD)and stun
2) Axe's cuiling blade and Necrolyte's reaper's scythe cuts through my ulti like knife cut thru butter...when my hp below 400, BT auto activate..Axe will cut me..i will ouch....den i die
3)Aphotic shield onli tank 275 dmg...late game its like 2 hit ko...

Abbdon usually is played as a harrasserin early game, mid game it is pusher/supporter, late game is tanker...
i love protecting ppl like wad jeremy said...paladin's devotion lol!!! so i will play this hero
more info on this hero: http://www.dotaportal.com/index.php?act=heroes&id=Loav

2007-10-05T21:33:00.000-07:00

finally the freaking exams are almost over!!! onli left wif stupid chinese than no more le....yay!!!
played dota wif my mom Ryan and my auntie billy yesterday, there were some ppl in the lan join our game and they own us all...thx to billy la feed feed feed...den they become lvl 25 when we were like lvl 17 wtf...
had too much oysters yesterday oso...heard from my mom they boost fertility no wonder i so horny lolz

2007-10-01T23:58:00.000-07:00

I wonder who the fuck spammed posed as me and wrote there i am gay...i am gay whoever u r screw u!!!!! If anyone knows who is halo3ownslol@hotmail.com, pls tell me and i will give him fucking hell,
I changed my template..omg black knight template is cool but it looks weird...

DAY 2 of massacre(SA2)....

2007-09-26T23:38:00.000-07:00

today's Chinese Paper 1 was what the fuck...its simply used to slaughter and kill us completely...ivan is slaughtered...i am burned...
den there is this geog test....OMFG its as gay as its setter...fail liao lor...hopefully SS and Physics won be tat bad...

2007-09-24T04:37:00.000-07:00

finally assembled a strong deck to gay ppl =P Blink touching owns all...Ivan got owned...i better master it soon...blink here touch u...blink away touch u... lolso fun...
Using Abbadon is not as fun as the magic duels today...sian...stupid omniknight...i hate Guardian Angel!!! HAte it Hate it Hate it...and i hate noobS!!! stupid NA dunno how to stun one, drow ranger onli want to solo...walao tell them dont solo they still solo in the end, omniknight and sladar feed till fat fat and i highest lvl in my team oso lower lvl den them wa lao....noobs i hate noobss!!!!
Here is a pic of my blinking weapon

2007-09-21T09:24:00.000-07:00

today went to ngee ann poly for maths stuff. Wow the school is cool...that will be my first choice poly..., hopefully i would be able to get in...lol
I want to thank Mr Teng for letting me go to the poly...Mr Teng, if u ever find this blog, i wanna say i am sorry for being noisy in class...i wont let u shout at me again
sian la...stupid parents nag nag nag...i hate this stupid life....

another day...

2007-09-19T01:50:00.000-07:00

Finally got time to blog again sia...
Life sucks man...especially without dota...I finally found a way to use avernus Aphotic shield and Avernus owns man!!! Undying Hero!! so OMGWTF...
Sian...the basic reason i got no time to blog is becos of my parents...nag..nag and nag...Ask them why i cant play /use the PC? Cos u fail 3 subjects... 3 subjects onli mah and it is not as if i screw up my cosine rule... andwhoever who made the cosine rule, may u kneel down and suck my balls cos u make my life so difficult
I kinda feel sadistic nowadays hitting Ivan non-stop cos its fun and calling him MASTER is even more fun when u see the weird expression he gives-he bangs his head on the table and says:" arrghh!! my mind is burning!!! Fuck You!!" Just Fun man!

Back after 3months

2007-09-13T02:13:00.000-07:00

wa...Long time since i had touched this blog...so busy during stupid CA2...no time to blog sia...and stupid SA2 coming in 2 weeks time making life so sian...life is a FrUitCaKe...
I kinda like Zaraki more than Byakuya now man, he is much, much stronger and cooler, with no bankai can defeat 2 captains with bankai...omg he is cool...and his vice captian Yachiru is oso cute...and best of all i am using a skin of Kenpachi and Yachiru in chibi and its cute right?
Kinda Obessed with Dota now, using Lord of Avernus to own, own and own...wa feel so sadistic...
SA2 must pia like siao...hopefully can get at least an A1

Elearning Pwnage

2007-07-10T22:19:00.000-07:00

Woke up this morning at 8 to install the sakray given to me by good old pal Clinton gty. I went to install it on my Desktop Computer...the sakray was sucessful but the deli patcher went What The Fuck...my com just wont accept it....i spent like 45min for nothing...den i tried it on my Laptop and guess what....the DVD reader cannot read the CD-R, so its like an empty disc...den i burnt the sakray from my desktop into another disc and by the time i finished everything, its 9.30...half an hour left for War of Emperium(Ragnarok Online guild war)...den i went to change my build and Ivan was like spaming "come to HolyShadow(guild castle) now!!" den i went into HolyShadow and this sinX from Eternal Wings(my guild) kicked my ass....i den realised i wasn in the guild den cos i left the last time i played...den I explained to the sinX i was an ally...den i followed him to the emp room...there were High Wizards, Champions, Scholars, SinX outside and when they saw me, What The Fuck...Storm Gust and all those gay crap and i am dead...den i told the retard ivan tat i got my ass kicked from entering HolyShadow and he said go outside and by the time he invited me to join back the dumb guild... 5mins of WoE time left...when i came into the castle ...we saw enemy, den i spamed my gospel at them together with the sinX ryu( that guy whom i told i was ally), and a high wizard... we managed to kill a champion and i found out that Gospel is a freaking Gay skill.
After the WoE, i went to do the elearning....i shared answers with melvin for Social Studies, Egeography, Physics, Chem, bio, english and lol we completed it in like before i expected...
A picture of GoSpel has been posted it looks cool... my paladin owns...

real meaning of senbonzakura

2007-07-07T05:13:00.000-07:00

Today, i found out the real meaning of Byakuya's Zanpakutou, senbonzakura, Heres some information from wikipedia:

In its initial release, Senbonzakura's blade scatters into a thousand tiny blades. While the blades are supposedly too small to see normally, they appear as cherry blossoms because of the way the light shines on them. Byakuya can control the blades at will, allowing him to shred opponents at a distance and break through almost any defense. While Byakuya can control the blades with his mind alone, using his hands allows him to do so more effectively, making the blades move almost twice as fast.
Byakuya's final release, named Senbonzakura Kageyoshi (千本桜景厳, lit. Vibrant Display of the Thousand Cherry Blossoms), is essentially a much larger version of Senbonzakura's initial release. To activate it, Byakuya drops his sword. The sword passes through the ground and two rows of giant blades rise up from the ground behind Byakuya. These then scatter into a million tiny blades. The number of blades is great enough that Byakuya can use them for defense as well as offense.
Byakuya's final release has two extra forms, achieved by arranging the blades in different patterns. They are activated by saying the name of the technique followed by the name of his final release. The first is "scene of a massacre" (殲景, senkei?, Viz: "annihilate"), which unites the scattered petals into complete swords that form four rows around Byakuya and his opponent. While Byakuya can control these swords as he does his regular blades, he usually attacks with just one in hand. After immobilizing an opponent, he can call in the other blades to hit them while they're trapped.He can also use all the blades at once for one immensely powerful strike. The second form is "final scene" (終景, shūkei?, Viz: "last sight"), which condenses every tiny blade into a single sword to drastically increase its cutting power. The blade appears bright white, earning it the name "white imperial sword" (白帝剣, hakuteiken?, Viz: "white emperor sword"). Byakuya also grows pure white wings and a halo-like circle in the back, both made of spiritual power. In the anime, dragon-like beings sprout out of Senbonzakura to create the wings. It is unknown whether these wings are merely a cosmetic effect or if they can be used to fly.
After reading this i felt that Byakuya is just so cool...wonder why he had to fight ichigo

木头party finally gained power!!!

2007-07-06T08:25:00.000-07:00

Today is the day the 木头party gained power...the party consists of me(leader), Hong yi and Jeremy, my loyal guards lol...today's PoP was a bit screwed up...sorry SSGT Elliot but luckily everything turned up right in the end...
What matters now is tat i am gonna be dead...the store is in a complete mess, 木头party!! time for major store cleaning!!!

5 July 2007

2007-07-05T05:11:00.000-07:00

I got screwed by Mr Thodey today... he called me Titanium Ass. First Nickel Ass, den Titanium ass, Whats next? Stainless Steel Ass? Wtf...all i noe is tat guy is crazy...At around 5, Jingwei, Ivan, Hadrian and Darmawan went to my house to wrap gifts for the ncos and den they ended up playing Pokemon cards instead...omg why is every Sec2 and Sec3 card player in MSHS is starting to play Pokemon!!! Damn...so freaking childish...Thx to Pokemon, i got no more Sec2 Magic noobs to own anymore...i feel so sad...

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

2007-07-04T04:12:00.000-07:00

This morning, because i did not bring my Maths Wksht for the past few days and finally bring it today, Mr Teng thot i stole it from Melvin...i was like wtf....den during chinese period, Mdm Yuan wanted me to write a compo bout our dads...den Melvin and i grouped together and thot of something perverse...we wrote that our "father" was a Gang Leader then had like 10 wives...den Brian was like think until too deep say like we dunno which of his wives is the mother...its so wtf lor. after school, me and ivan went to Bishan J8 to look for gifts...we were like omgwtf when we saw the price of bilabong wallet $20++. In the end we did not buy becos it was hell expensive. den i played magic with ivan... i finally thrashed his dumb deck and he tried to cheat...didn noe he was like tat...hopefully he stop playing his mindslaver deck so i cant get some piece....sheesh
sian now i shall go and sleep...bb all...